ami..

Ekaai thaki.. Majhe sajhe yaman, shuddha sarang ra songe thake..

Now its me and the rain!

Rain has always been my love. It plays some charm on me. I feel the same beats of raindrops on my heart when it rains. Sometimes its Raga Desh, sometimes its Miyan Mallhar or Madhmad sarang. Last two days consecutively I had been drenching in the rain alone. Last time it was an experience with friends. But this time its just me. Loneliness was felt but that reminded me of reality. At the end of everything I have to be alone, I have to face realities alone. Face the hardships of life, that too alone. First day I was on cycle and the drenching was unintentional at the very beginning. But as the rain came with bigger drops I kept my cycle in the hostel and came out for a walk. There I noticed the difference. Rain washed away my kajal, bindi but gave me back my lost memories. The roads, the trees were all the same but I was not the same anymore. I felt the vibes of the pinnacle of change in me. I remembered a moment when I was not alone.

The second day was a different one. I set out from the library towards hostel but when I was on my way it started raining cats and dogs. This day's experience was totally embedded with natural beauties. Firstly I saw a couple of a peacock and a peahen. They were the epitome of gracefulness. Generally I watch peacocks from a distance because due to my tendency to jump makes them fly away. :D So this time I was cautious to let them enjoy their quality time. The peacock had a long tail and the rainsoaked feathers brightly shone. The peahen had no such outward beauty but it was charming. They looked complete when they were together. Next I felt the smell of soaked ground. It may seem to weird for anyone but I really don't know what addiction it gives me. Alongwith it I observed water dripping from rainwashed leaves. It felt like heaven. That hour is also worth remembering for me as I've never been so long with myself. Most of the time either I'm with friends or alone but busy in studies which gives no scope for thinking all these. May be it may seem crap to you all but to me it meant a lot.. Signing off for now, will be back with more of BHU!

Its just we and the rain!

It was totally our day! Me, Punita, Achira, Shruti and Tanu. It was 3 o clock, when the rain started. Punita and all others made a plan to cover the rain drenched campus by our cycles. I'm always a step ahead in all these activities and no exception was there for today. We set out with our cycles outside our hostel campus and moved on towards the direction which we never planned. Starting from the hostel we moved on towards the north of campus. Among us, Achira didn't have a cycle. So we carried her on our cycles one after another. It was a beautiful experience when we took the road that leads towards Naveen hostel. The road is full of big trees on both the sides. If you take a walk with your special someone, it'll will make you say "A walk to remember". Anyway, we went ahead sometimes singing, sometimes giving stare at comments of boys at these totally drenched gang of girls. The best thing of BHU is that, it is full of natural beauty. We went farther where we found green pastures, beautiful rain washed meadows and the place was so quiet that chirping of birds could be felt from the bottom of the heart. It was raining cats and dogs in the meantime and each and every person on the roads gave us different types of looks. Boys commented, some elders felt concerned that we might fall ill, and some were making fun of our craziness. They were doubtful about our sanity. Jokes apart, it is such a day which I can never forget. Even before this, getting washed in rain have been my experience, but this was a thing which has no comparison with previous ones. There was no need to wipe my tears as the rain left everything drenched. No sorrows left, as the rain washed them. I've been gifted with another worth remembering day of my life. It reminded me of my days in JU, the wet BBC, the rain drenched football matches and of course my friends Arindam, Madhumanti, Jatobeda, Shreya, Sayani, Sromona, Mahua, Riju and Abhra. I miss you guys a lot. There's a thousands reason to live because you never know at what moment life has in store for you. Love you all my friends.. You are the best gifts of my life!

যখন নীরবে দূরে,দাঁড়াও এসে,

যেখানে পথ বেঁকেছে তোমার ছুঁতে চাওয়ার মুহূর্তরা

কে জানে, কি আবেশে দিশাহারা

আমিও ছুটে যাই সে গভীরে

আমিও ধেয়ে যাই কি নিবিড়ে

তুমি কি মরিচিকা,না, ধ্রুবতারা

তোমার ছুঁতে চাওয়ার মুহূর্তরা, কে জানে, কি আবেশে দিশাহারা

যখন রোদেরই কণা, ধানেরই শীষে বিছিয়ে দেয় রোদ্দুর,

তোমায় ছুঁতে চাওয়ার মুহূর্তরা কে জানে কি আবেশে দিশাহারা

আমিও ধেয়ে যাই কি আনন্দে

তুমি কি, ভুলে যাওয়া কবিতারা??

Band :- শহর

শিল্পীঃ- অনিন্দ্য বোস

ছোঁয়া

দীঘার সমুদ্রের ধার দিয়ে যখন হাঁটছিলাম
তুমি বলেছিলে, "ওই তো ঝাউবন, আর একটু হাঁটলেই ধরে ফেলব.."

আজ সেই ঝাউবনের মতই সব কিছু, ধরে ফেলছি প্রতিনিয়ত,
ছুঁতে পারছি কোথায়?

Comeback..

Sometimes you ask me, "Can't we be like we were before?"
But I'm not sure about the answer today!
Will you accept me in the same way if I come back after twenty years?

Swapno bhangle ki kokhono awaj hoy?

Je loktar brain e rokto chuiye porche shey ki bujhte pare kokhon sob sesh hobey?