Anyorokom

Ghum theke uthei aj kemon anyorokom lagchhilo
Sakaler akash ta jeno amar dike takiyei haschhe
Boddo bhalo lagchhilo sei somoyta.
Ichha korchhilo chokh bujey nijeke somorpon kori tar kache.
Snan kore beronor por je bhije chuler gocha ta amar gal e lepte chhilo porom adorey
Jetake anyo din money hoy barti jantrana
Aj sei bhije chuler gocha ta ke bhishon bhalobastey ichha korchhilo.
Eto bhalolagar karon ta jante parle hoyto aroi bhalo lagto.
Rasta tao jeno kemon odbhut anyorokom lagchhilo,
Rastar gari, tram, bus, auto, taxi sob i jeno proman kore dichhilo bneche thakar sei chhondo
Bneche thakar sei thikana ta jeta karor kache thake
Keu abar janar agei hariye jay.
University gelam, ekta INTERNAL ASSESSMENT chhilo
Furfurey mejaj ei likhe elam, jodio temon bhabe kono preparation i chhilo na.
Beronor por hotath misti surey mobile ta daklo, dekhi "ONE TEXT MESSAGE RECEIVED".
Message ta khule dekhi sei porichito number jeta mobile er screen e dekhlei ami lafiye uthlam,
Somosto energy diye heshe phone ta receive kortam, jeta dekhe ma bujhte perechilo tomar ar amar somporko ta.
Abar eta sei porichito number jar owner ke ami kodin ageo bujhe uthte parini.
Ekhon kintu mobile ta onyo barta janachhe
Janachhe mobile er sei number er owner thakte chay amar pase,
Bhag kore nitey chay somosto kichu, jakey bolechilam koyekdin agey,
Eksonge jodi thaki tobey somosto rasta eksathei hnatbo.
Egiye jabo na keu kauke fele..
Hotath money porlo sokal theke amar aj sob kichui bhalo lagchhilo
Sokaler rod, gaale bheja chuler sei sporso sob i jeno tomar ador pouchhe dichhilo amar kache.
Ki ascharjjya, bikelbela S-9 er sesh seat e boshe
Je naram rod ta mukhe ese porchhilo setao sotti i boro anyorokom.
Hoyto, 8000 mile durey prithibir onyo prante boshe sesh raater sei adho ghum, adho swapne
Tumi amakei ador korchile!!

LOVE..

Dear friends, can you say me the meaning of LOVE? No, I don’t want to know about the feelings of being in LOVE, but what actually LOVE means. Some people may say, it is a different phase of a person’s life, or a gift of GOD, but I differ strongly.. According to me, LOVE means: - Loss Of Valuable Energy.
Somebody has been gifted by the true gift of LOVE, but in most of the cases “falling” in LOVE ends up with suffering, plight and tremendous set backs which lasts throughout the life in many cases. We have to compromise everything in order to sustain the relation. In maximum cases, the girl has to sacrifice but her counterpart goes on ordering and arguing if anything goes wrong. But, the vice-versa is not an exception; i.e. the woman power is dominant. Whatever it may be, the consequence of LOVE is not always heavenly. First of all, please don’t “fall” in LOVE. If you be in LOVE, nourish the feeling with time and patience. Don’t be in a hurry to confess everything and don’t be commitment-phobic which is the case with many of us is. First settle with yourselves and whenever you feel the feeling that both of you cannot live without each other, go for a steady relationship. Good friendship, trust can give birth to a love affair but the vice-versa cannot give birth to a good friendship. In that case the boy or girl is committed to his/her counterpart, but cannot share everything with him/her. This keeps that person in confusion as well as dilemma. The person on the other side is too in the same trouble. Consequence is the feeling of insecurity for losing each other or creating a gap in their mutual trust. Once this mutual trust is broken, it is like a mirror. Even if it can be put back into its old place, but it keeps a mark of brokenness.
Many of my friends say, “Please give a girl friend, life’s boring without love.” I only smile at such a feeling of theirs but they can’t realize what a mistake they are making. Love cannot be obtained in haste. It is a divine gift, give it a time and it will nourish. If not, they it will leave a deep cut mark in your heart.
“Falling” in love with a person at the first site may let you fall in problems. Do not run behind a person, but let that person run after you. Then you’re the driving force. Keep faith on yourself and keep your life rocking. But the main thing is that, be happy. God has given a life, enrich it. Kick off all your sorrows and you can live your life to the fullest.
“Jee bhar ke jee lo, kya pata kal ho na ho..”

May Be....

May Be…..
May be I can be your friend, may be I can trust you,
May be I can put your hand on yours
Can you show where this path lead to?

May be I am expecting too much of you,
As I have nothing to give you, nothing to gift.
I can only stay beside you and put my best
Give you a heaven feel.

If you let me turn down your sorrow,
I can smile, smile and only smile
Today and tomorrow..

May be my destiny is not to have you,
May be I ought to have you.
I may not be the one made for you
But I’m incomplete without you..

Today I keep thinking, what I have without you.
May be I could not know myself, if I had been with you.

Do you still remember me?
Our rainy adventures, class bunking
May be you’re in someone else’s arms
And you’re not mine..

I miss you too much and our days in the church
The morning prayers, the evening bells
And so on as my memory tells.

The church bells ring, the Christmas Carols call
Now you’re not mine but dominant in my memory wal.l
May be you miss me, may be not,
May be I love you still
Forget me not..

The Meaning of Being Lonely

I speak to myself when I’m alone,
I walk down the railings of my memory,
I calculate what I have got and which place is still empty.

I’m far away from my surroundings, although I’m amongst it,
Stare with my eyes wide open and try to feel the bit.

They laugh, they play, and they dance
But I’m always in a trance.
They say I’m lost, taken away by my silence
I think I’m not lost, but try to understand them with patience.

Am I lonely? I don’t have the answer
They say, “She’s intellectual.”
Somebody adds, “Yes a true pseudo-intellectual.”
I say, “Your views are natural. I’m confused of myself.”

If thoughts differ, if thoughts suffer,
Silence can be the best healer.
But I go on searching the answer
“What is the meaning of being lonely?”

Goal Drought in Bengal

Kolkata is the land of rasagullas, tram, golgappas and obviously East Bengal & Mohunbagan which keeps the Bengalis divided yet united. It is better to state it as a collision, as these two teams give rise to sentimental or verbal rivalries among the respective communities BANGAL & GHOTI, which has given rise to the term “ARCH RIVALRY”. This rivalry is not confined within the bourne of the stadium but involves pretty much football-lover outside the ground who eat, drink, sleep & dream football. These tiffs are pretty much enjoyable as they are the representatives of the glorious spirit of Indian Football.
But in recent past, we have been observing that, we don’t have anything to do other than bite our nails & chew the cud of our past success & quarrel among ourselves. Whatever do we quarrel of, either 5-0 in 1975 or 5 out of 5 in 2008 cannot cover up our present plight. Statistics can prove our past history but at the same time it may be of too horror. As this statistics can only point out what we were and what we are.
We need to give a serious thought over the present condition of Indian Football, specifically on the football of Bengal. Bengal, the land once which produced champs presently lags behind. The teams of Bengal which were strong contenders of the shields or titles are about to face relegation. I hope everyone can understand that I’m not writing a fairy tale. This is the ultimate truth. In the I-league 2008, East Bengal was about to face relegation and Mohunbagan finished on fourth place though it is nothing to feel proud of. We are not so much interested about matters outside the ground. All we want is rapid success. But, we have to keep in mind that, if the base is not strong, success cannot last long or stay forever even if it comes. We need to realize that goal scorers can not only be present on the ground. The ingredients of goals and goal scorers are from outside that ground, the key of which lies in the hands of our Club Officials. The question arises here, what do we lack? The answers may vary from person to person. But, if we delve deep into thoughts, we can observe that, at present we lack everything. We are lagging behind in all aspects - professionalism, devotion, willpower everything. Even the body language sometimes turns out to be too scaring.
In the recent past, the IPL T-20 series put up a high fever in the country. Parallel to it, we were having the some of the matches of the AFC Cup tournament held in Kolkata. But, it did not have a high temperature, fever is pretty far. This concept of IPL is not at all a new one. It has many similarities with our I-League. The big dissimilarities marked the differences. Firstly, the game is not football, its cricket. Secondly, it had an attractive packaging which involved shining stars of Bollywood. Football is a team game and thus involves the full team where no single person can be the hero or villain. If a goal is scored, the striker may be a single person but the ball comes through everyone’s kick. Football falls a prey to this one sided attitude. This is not an episode of one or two days. This has been going on since decades back. A short example can be cited. When the test cricket matches came to be very boring and monotonous, the one-day cricket evolved. At that time these one day matches were played for an innings of 60 overs. Even when this turned to be dull, came the 50 overs match. Then came the T-20 where there are something other than cricket.
It is a million dollar question why Kolkata Football falls prey to it. The picture is a different one abroad. Chelsea, Manchester United etc. are all city based teams. In spite of this, the whole of the world knows their name. On the other hand, East Bengal & Mohunbagan involves communities where there is a fight of sentiment. Where are these nowadays? The Kolkata Football League is nothing other than a farce. There are only two possible champion teams, either East Bengal or Mohunbagan. Where are the rest? The supporters dance with joy on the victory of their team’s win. But, this victory is not the ultimate solution. If we carry on the search for other teams, there will be a long list of factors responsible for their incapabilities. “Persons for scoring goals both inside and outside are decreasing day by day at a rapid rate. At the same time, there is a gap created for an icon player”, says a football lover on being asked the present situation of Indian Football. This is true. We cannot find any icon, who can stand as an idol succeeding Bhaichung Bhutia. Absence of good football Academies is a very important factor of this. Mohunbagan – SAIL Football Academy at Durgapur is taking a good effort in creating a platform for rising footballers.
“We are East Bengal the Real Power” Fans Club have taken a good step for the betterment of Indian Football. They are helping poor talented boys for giving them a good platform. The community has future desire to support some of the economically backward but promising footballers through minimum primary education and necessary accessories.
These small pieces of effort can lead to a great outcome. We can dream that, in the coming days, Bengal will have well-groomed and trained footballers to its credit. Like Mohunbagan-SAIL Football Academy our vision is World Cup 2014 and we have to prove “We dare to dream and make our dream come true.”